Everyones so jaded

Everyones so jaded
The love in their hearts has faded
Lies, deceit, and betrayal
Has left their souls tainted

We all go through pain
To many hold onto it in vain
And when happiness shows its face
They look upon it with disdain

But what i havent explained
Is that i live to love unshamed
And that for every heartbreak
Nobody is to be blamed

Im not all that jaded
And the love in my heart hasnt faded
All i ask is....
Can we let our souls get acquainted?

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Me & Me

Me & Me

"have a good day"
"I'm having the worst day"

A smile on my face
Anger in my pace

Silly jokes
Sarcastic jealousy

Kisses in the morning
Tears at night 

Cuddling and watching TV
Library nights when you won't see me

Celebrating success
Holding me through distress

Honeymoon love
Unconditional love 

Can you take ...
The good with bad?
The easy with difficult?
Cause as you can see
I come with ME
If your answer is no
There's so much you'll never know

feelings in actions

I'm saying I want to get to know you
I'm saying you intrigue me
I'm telling you that you're all I see
I'm telling you I'm starting to care so deeply
I'm whispering we could be a great thing
I'm whispering let's give it a chance
I'm shouting how much I love you
I'm shouting let yourself love me
But you may not be hearing this,
Because I'm talking with my actions
I'm listening for your answers,
By observing you reactions.

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comes the dawn -by. anonymous

After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul.

And you learn that love doesn't mean security.

And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises.

And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open with the grace of a WOMAN, not the grief of a child.

And you learn to build your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain and futures have a way of falling mid-flight.

After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much.

So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.

And you learn that you really can endure, that you really are strong, and you really do have worth.

And you learn and learn ... with every goodbye you learn

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Why?

Why look me in the eyes?
If you dont even see me

Why hold me in your arms?
If I'm not really safe there

Why make love?
If we don't have the ingredients

Why do you want me in the dark?
If I can bring so much light to your life

Why walk into my life?
If you already looking out the door

Why waste our time?
If it's so precious

When I'm alone

Pain in the pit of my stomach...
Started taking over my chest,
But i kept trying to push it away
...put the agony to rest.

Memories stop my breathe.
The tightness makes me feel like less.
Im having a conversation with myself
Cause i cant expect anything from anyone else.

I tell myself its temporary
But after so long the reality is quite contrary
I work to stay true to what ive always believed
One day we'll all be relieved.

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My apologies...

*To my family & friends*

Im sorry for my sharp tongue
Thank you for your kind words

Im sorry I can be harsh
Thank you for being gentle

Im sorry I am impatient
Thank you for your patience

Im sorry I can be weak
Thank you for giving me strength

Im sorry I can be cold
Thank you for your warmth

Im sorry I tend to be stubborn
Thank you for being open minded

Im sorry for being uptight
Thank you for your easy going ways

Im sorry I've been forgetful
Thank you for always remembering

Im sorry sometimes Im distant
Thank you for staying close by

Im sorry for the headaches I cause
Thank you for easing my pain

Im sorry for the way I can be
THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME BE ME.

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